My LiFe

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Your smile is sincere

Your stares are deep

Your kisses are sweet

Your love is strong

2006-06-21T11:17:00.001+08:00

Me & Shirleen @ Work

Syiqin, Me, Yan & Fil

Syiqin, Me & Extra Yan (Sori Nad.. Hehe..)

Ayu, Me , Fil & 1/2 Syiqin

Me @ Suntec City, Lucie & Oscar

Me & Filzah at Playground @ 2am

Done by my Dear Joe

2006-06-21T11:17:00.000+08:00

2006-06-08T14:48:00.000+08:00

This is for you my love...

Everytime we meet

I can't let my eyes off you

Everytime we are apart

I can't let you off my mind

Every second

Every minute

Every hour...

When you hold me close to you

My heart beat faster than before

And when you are away from me

All I can hear is your heart beating

Every second

Every minute

Every hour...

All I think of is you

My one and only one

That I treasure most

Deep in my heart

Every second

Every minute

Every hour...

08th June 2006

2006-06-07T11:24:00.000+08:00

Me & Asyiqin

Yan, Syiqin, Me & Fil

Me & Sayang

Me @ Work

My Fave Place - ESPLANADE!!!

Me @ Pasir Ris Beach

Chip & Dale [DALE IS SOOOO CUTE!!! RED NOSE!!!]

Life is sooooo GREAT!!!

2006-06-05T11:59:00.000+08:00

Celebrated my 4th anniversary with Joe last Saturday. I was actually around 15min late.. And he waited for me at the interchange to pick me up instead of our first meeting place. As i alighted from my bus, i can feel his presence & i saw this smart guy in pink collar shirt approach me. I was damn shocked! That person is actually my guy! Haha.. At first i can't even recognise my own guy. We exchanged pecks & went for a movie.

Oh my, I really miss him! And I really love him truly, madly & deeply. Honest. I gave him his anniversary gift-the red tie which he want badly. It actually mathched his clothes. Before the movie starts, we went to take neoprints & i wore for him the tie. That was the first time i wore for a guy a tie. It is something special for us actually cos actions can mean a lot. The pictures turned out to be great!!! So sweet....

Then we went to watch X-Men, its okay actually... Then we walked around Town & he got me two cute Dales! Aarrghh.. So cute!! I've been wanting the medium one since forever man! The one with the pink nose! Yipee!!! Hehe..

Then had dinner at J8 & took the last bus to Pasir Ris Town Park. And we reached there around midnight. Hehe.. We had some serious talks about our family, friends & our pasts. I told him about this bastard guy that once exist in my life.

From there, we are even closer than before. Everytime we spend time together, we grow closer together actually. I am really thankful to have him in my life & my heart. He told me that i made him going in this world. I just wanna spend the rest of my life with him. My true love. Inshallah...

A Busy Week AGAIN...

2006-05-30T15:39:00.000+08:00

Had school as usual from 8am til 3.15pm.. Then reached home around 4.45pm to collect my work attire & had a quick bath before i head off to work at 5pm.. Reached my work place around 5 plus & was quite upset with the SOS. I was asked to do 2 worlds.. I was already feeling tired & pissed that they arranged it that way. Eventhough we are lack of manpowers, they should be considerate. They know that they lack of manpowers but still they employ more cashiers & GIRLS!!! What about the floor staffs sia.. Because of these, we end up going home past midnight. To total up last night's SOS, instead of 2 worlds, i end up doing 4 worlds eventhough by right 1 staff is only allocated to only 1 world. So pissed! And so tired! I still get up eventough i only had 4 hours of sleep & get ready for school this morning. And after this, i'm heading off to work again. The cycle keeps repeating & repeating & repeating... I'm gonna take a week off next week.. I'm gonna pamper myself with my hard earned salary last month which includes the US sidewalk & may day holiday! Yipee!!!!

2006-05-24T13:44:00.000+08:00

2006-05-23T16:42:00.000+08:00

23rd May.. Latest updates coming up!!!

2006-05-23T15:43:00.000+08:00

I didnt really get e chance 2 update my blog cos bz wif school, work, school, work, trainings & e cycle just keep repeating again & again & again.. This week's schedule is quite hectic for me... Cramped up.. But I'm okay wif it but just feeling tired..

Now i'm chilling at student hub.. While waiting for the time to past for me to go for work at 6pm later.. Sometimes work can be dragged til midnight especially when e store is damn messy & lack of manpower.. Like last night, i reached home at midnight.. I did the laundry & packed my bag & straight away went to "Lala Land" & yup, b4 dat i wished my guy nite nite.. Set my alarm clock at 5.30am & i woke an hour later.. And miraculously i reached sch on e dot.. The bus rides to schools are damn tiring: 1hr journey.. Luckily i got my MP3 player with me..

All these are gonna go on & on & on for 2 years.. Endurance..........

MY BIRTHDAY!!! How i celebrated my birthday? A day before i turned 18, Yunxin & Joce asked me out for a movie & dinner. We watched Poseidon on 11th May & had dinner at Pizza Hut. They gave me this gorgeous watch & a sweet card... Thanks girls!

On the day of my birthday itself, it rained. And that doesnt mean that I cant enjoy being 18 for the first tym! Haha.. My guy arrived with his hands behind his back trying to hide something from me.. He asked me to closed my eyes & bring out my hands.. Heehee.. He got me a bouquet of flowers & a huge helium balloon which says "I LOVE YOU".. Yup, i melted on the spot.. Thanks dear! Yes, he is one romantic guy! We took pictures from this machine which sort of sketch our pictures & we straight away laminate it.. We had dinner at a restaurant at Hougang.. And after that just hang around his place & he gave me one last special gift which we experienced together for the first time.. No!!! Its not & never the 3 letters word!! Don't ever think bout it! No matter what, I wanna remain a V til i'm married! OK, get back 2 the story.. Hmm.. Basically that's all.. We had fun together & had some serious talks too.. Thanks for celebrating my birthday with me dear.. I love you always and forever! Thanks for everything! Muack! I will treasure this relationship til eternity, seriously. And May God fulfill our wishes sayang.. Amin.

The Day In History

2006-05-09T15:29:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... Today is my first ever time going through detention in my higher nitec life for being late for school... Hehehe... PE & group discussions for the first time here too! Hehe... I sound retarded but I do miss these stuffs!!! Played netball for PE & discussed on the topic on Customer Service...

This week onwards would be the most tiring day for me... School work school work schoolwork schoolworkworkschoolschoolworkworkworkworkworkschoolschool & school & work.... I'm not complaining cos i chose it this way.. In fact, i am proud of myself.. Hehehe.. I still have my family, friends & my guy in life apart from school & work...

Spending time with family, friends & my guy at least help me to forget bout my strainous hours... And talking bout my guy, i cant wait for my birthday this friday... Gonna spend my special moment with him... I will update my blog once the time is right...

Guess thats all for now.. Need to continue my project... Msg to friends out there : Take care!!!! And miss u old friends!!! To my Sayang, I love u 1, 2, 3, 4 eva & Hi 5!!! Copyright reserved!!!

Muack!

SchOoL

2006-05-05T13:18:00.000+08:00

I am very very very eager & excited to go back to school again!!! Now that i am already in school & that today is my second day of lesson, i can't wait for proper lessons to be conducted!!! I really wanna do well in my business studies administration cos i wanna show it to the world that even if i failed twice, i can still do well! Hopefully with self-discipline & support of my famil y, friends & my sayang, I can do even better!!!

So far, the lessons are quite boring for me as its the basics but with new great, noisy & crazy friends i made here, lessons are not seemed to be as boring as it seemed to be like!!! My clicks are made of myself, Nizah the bubbly one, Nabilah the sporty type, Lina the spunky girl, Md Noh the mad cat man & Dedy the youngest of the group. We can be very noisy at times but the most quitest moment we had ever had together was at junction 8 when everyone was sucking their milkshake!!!

That's all for today... Muack!

WeLCoMe Me BaCk!!!

2006-05-04T11:34:00.000+08:00

Woah! Banyak perkara yg telah berlaku since i last update my blog which was like july 2005...

Now i'm in a biz course & made many new great friends. And worry not, i will never forget my old friends. Yupp!!! :) Signed up for 3 CCAs but i guess i'm going for Bridge Leaders only. I still have to juggle with my studies & work.

And after what i had gone through last time... Those rocky & heart breaking moments i had endure for more than half a year... .....i'm grateful... That those things happened to me & that i am still able to strive forward, even stronger to face challenges in life... With the encouragements by my family & friends. I will never forget you all!

And to my guy, you are one in a zillion! I appreciate EVERYTHING you had done for me. Days without you are like a rainbow with no colours. I love you my dear! You taught me many valueable lessons which are important in life. Words cant describe how great a person you are! Everything is in my heart. You know that right. Take care sayang.

I cant really squeeze those things that happened to me throughout the past many months. Whatever that had happened to me... Today, i am as happy as i can be!!!

How could this happen to me?

2005-07-18T06:49:00.000+08:00

'Lamentations abducted myself through this aberrant behaviour which i abhored and abided.

I am so abjected with my heart which was ablazed.

My abhorrence towards these confusions that I am facing are making me abnegated.

I shall not continue in these sufferings no more as I have to carry on with my life for survival towards achieving my goals.

I shall not recollect about the past no more as I do not want my future to be bleak and my feelings to be coarsed and wretched.' -"Her"

FEAR

2005-07-18T06:43:00.000+08:00

16th July 2005

'We humans always face fear in our life.

We have to face it,

collect all your guts and tell yourself

not to be scared and everything

will be just fine.

We have to be brave.' -"Her"

Theatre

2005-07-18T06:39:00.000+08:00

Theatre has no memory.

Which makes it the most existence of the arts.

-Sarah Kane 1971-1999

It is time.

2005-07-18T06:35:00.000+08:00

15th July 2005:

It is about time we learnt to take life a little easier,

to laugh a little more and to give way to others.

"Choco lovez"

2005-07-18T06:32:00.000+08:00

25th June 2005:

Carefully wrapped with care and concern, sincerity,

understanding and most importantly-love,

is the most delicious, sweetest and irresistable chocolate.

Typical Humans

2005-07-14T11:44:00.000+08:00

In life, we always expect the best and hope that nothing goes wrong.

However, we are humans who make mistakes.

Sometimes we can face our wrongdoings.

But sometimes we are too afraid to admit our mistakes.

LoVe

2005-07-14T11:42:00.000+08:00

If you love somebody,

then let them go.

If they return,

they are always yours.

And if they don't,

they never were.